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11:10pm 16/05/2005
  to all who open this,
boy or girl,
big or small,
nice or mean,
white or black or asian or hispanic or any other race,
rich or poor,
funny or lame,
happy or sad,
concerned or conceited,
smart or ignorant,
able or not,
through such diversity it is hard to find a universal statement, one that fits everyone in my mind.
but i found it. After long long hours of racking my brain, ive found teh one thing i can easily and almost joyfully say to basically anyone right now.
now, many of you will read it and think its just another 2 words. i dont want that message conveyed. I want you to read these words as if they were the last you heard from my mouth, ever. I want you to read them and take in every single possible meaning they could ever hold. On second thought, if you're thinking "yeah whatever, this is bullshit. what could they be?" right now, then leave. now that i know you can understand whatn im about to tell you, completely, here it is.



























fuck you.
 
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07:37pm 10/04/2005
  Really good day. got up to San Francisco with aaron, went to APE(alternaive press expo, you sad mishapen fool), met Jhonen Vasquez, hit on the hopelessly hot author of "KFC world" who is like 25, but she still explained the whole book to me. haha it was kinda funny. i grabbed a free M+M from her table, and while i walked away she yelled "Hey, you better come at least look at what i'm selling!" so i did. and it was........actually quite entertaining. i really didn't understand so she walked me through her book page by page. it was really....unique?



then i bought something called "bunnywith Tentacles, the book of 1,000 bunnies" it was really wierd, a picture of a badly drawn bunny with no arms, but a human penis. it was allright, some of the stuff was just disgusting, aaron didnt approve, but a lot of it was hilarious.



i really want to start a comic. please, talk to me if interested in any way at all. aka, writing, drawing, any connections, a random idea for something, ANYTHING.



we got stuff for marie, this really awesome poster.

comment and i love you.
 
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04:10pm 09/04/2005
  so, recently, i have found myself to be quite a xanga whore while my lj lies dejectedly in the corner, with about a foot of dust on it. ahh well. ill just use both.

haha i totally won't. ill just end up going back to xanga and leaving this to you losers.



can someone help me with layout designs? i really dislike this but i lack the skills needed to create my own. and i have horrible taste in color schemes. SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!


how's everyon doing?
 
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hello? ::echo:: ::echo:: ::echo::   
09:33pm 07/04/2005
  does anyone ever read this anymore?  
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yeah   
10:42pm 12/03/2005
  whoah. xanga really is a lot better than lj. see mine, where i actually update a lot and stuff. boopy_san  
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I COPY PEOPLE'S BLOG THINGS   
11:07am 04/03/2005
 


ALLEN
A is for Animated
L is for Legendary
L is for Lovesick
E is for Elitist
N is for Neat


 
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08:27pm 27/02/2005
  well, i got cut from the snare line.  
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07:29pm 24/02/2005
   
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09:32pm 17/02/2005
  </i>  
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jyoooooooooce!   
05:24pm 17/02/2005
  cranberry juice is incredibly refreshing, and it flushes out your system. its really quite enjoyable.  
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10:11am 17/02/2005
  </i>  
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snazzy, eh?   
11:04am 15/02/2005
 
mood: blah
updating for the sake of udating isnt the best thing to do, but ill do it out of spite of all those people who pour their hearts out every single day in these entries. hmm. yeah, i suppose i am a dick. but whatever. you're not very much better.

so yeah. i made the snare line, so i guess ill be marching scvc this season. im gonna be dragging most of you to at least one show, so prepare yourselves.
 
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track   
10:47am 08/02/2005
  Im not sure if i can keep doing track. My knees hurt. Really badly actually. ::this is where you tell me whether to keep going or to give up::  
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eeep   
10:34am 08/02/2005
  Well, this sunday i audition for SCVC 2005 snare line. wish me luck :/


im a little pissed off at dave mathew's band. They have the most AMAZING drummer, a total jazz master, but they are so ANNOYING! I MEAN, COME ON! A FIDDLER! the sax's are a nice touch though

yeah aaron you gotta get me some decemberists.
 
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hormones   
09:11pm 01/12/2004
 
mood: fucking confused
seriously. what the fuck is wrong with me?


there is something incredibly wrong with how my feelings operate, how they work. so far its done nothing but hurt me and a few other lucky individuals.


sometimes i wish someone could just switch me off and fix me.



hey fuck you. im addicted to screamo.
 
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08:54pm 23/11/2004
 


You Are the Individualist



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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.


 
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and i saw.....and it was moo.   
12:48pm 06/11/2004
  the beverly hillbillies whould never be watched by anything......nothing deserves that.

headaches are gods way of reminding you that you do, in fact, have a head.
 
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well, go fuck your self.   
03:55pm 03/11/2004
 
mood: quixotic
well, here i am. in all of my pasty irish glory. BEHOLD!

~.:if everyone typed like this, AIM would be much prettier:.~

well, i fucked it up. i knew i would. aaron knew i would. and yes, i took a second to laugh.

i wanna have like 20 ppl over on friday, cuz my parent are going out of town. we shall have fun and watch les movies n shit.

i wish with all my heart that i marched vanguard in 1989. and if not, i want to play in a show that is the EXACT same as what they did. that or play the 2004 show. yeahhh. its a tough pick. phantom of the opera, or sheherazad.

there are so many things that make me happy, but the biggest one that i can think of was hitting that G on the crotales in "the prayer". allen, i love you. im so sad that you can never march santa clara ever again. you made my season worth every minute.

HAHA mike, you look like a pirate now! o god, beard. i can just imagine "ABEN! STOP PLAYING OTHER PEOPLE'S PART! PRACTICE FOR PIT, NOT SNARE! YARRRRR!"

i hope to see you all at audition camp, but i might not go, seeing as i joined the san jose youth symphony. ah well. ill still drop by to try n see ryan, kyle, gabby, traci, leah, shelby, NATE, AIMEE, jeff, shaun, john, and various horn/guard/battery people. HAHA nice going AJ, Best Rookie~

for those of you who arent in scvc, you wont know what the hell i was talking about. well, thats no excuse. how dare you. shame on you.

~.:well, goodbye:.~
 
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MOO   
04:25pm 02/11/2004
  i want it.....









but most of all i want it to want me
 
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GAAAAA   
10:55pm 28/10/2004
  okay aaron. its an hour later and im still laughing.

SmoothAB22: and then me and my friend raphy were lying on the ground
Xx Myar xX: o thats hot'
SmoothAB22: and he's like "do you realize your dog's snuffling sounds like a showtune"
SmoothAB22: and it was creepy
Xx Myar xX: heehee
Xx Myar xX: i thought he only spoke da frnchy talk
SmoothAB22: he was thinking of another showtune though
SmoothAB22: officer krupke
Xx Myar xX: ah
SmoothAB22: and u dont want to see me get drunk and sing that
SmoothAB22: with 2 other drunk ass guys
Xx Myar xX: YESI
Xx Myar xX: I
Xx Myar xX: DO
SmoothAB22: last thanksgving
Xx Myar xX: allen MUST SEE@
SmoothAB22: Offcer krupke we're down on our knees!
SmoothAB22: Kurpeke officer, we're begging you please
SmoothAB22: da da da bam boom.........dum
SmoothAB22: where am I?
SmoothAB22: lol, peace out
Xx Myar xX: later
Xx Myar xX: see you tomorrow
SmoothAB22: wheeze
Xx Myar xX: krupke
SmoothAB22: wheezersnurfle
Xx Myar xX: wheezesnurflekrupkepanzaz
SmoothAB22: wheeeeeeeze2swallowswheeeze
Xx Myar xX: wheeezegofuckyourselfwheeze
SmoothAB22: wheeezenowyoudiebitchsnurglecough
Xx Myar xX: wheeeezeihavenobaggrarlewheeeeezesatan
SmoothAB22: hahahahahhaahahaha
SmoothAB22: u ruined my life
SmoothAB22: peace
Xx Myar xX: i know!
Xx Myar xX: later



BUAAAAHAHAHA later.
 
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